I don't owe anyone an apology for being ill. I didn't do anything to merit this condition. I do not have any control over its effects on my disposition or the quality of my life. I do not owe anyone a detailed explanation of what this does to me or why. I do not owe you an explantion of the side-effects of the medications I take. I don't owe you anything at all.
You may not use my blog to insult me. While I most generally like comments, I do not like insults. I won't allow an insulting post. No one compels you to come here. Perhaps you should stop. Then you won't be offended, and I won't have to delete your comments.